Excerpt from "Comme un nain qui avance à petits pas à l'intérieur de la légende" (in French)
Sur la terrasse d'en face, un fauteuil vert
(appartenant à un roi qui aurait perdu son trône depuis des lustres)
Qui tourne son dos à la mer - et à une ville en ruine
Personne ne s'assoit dessus
Il est entouré d'antennes paraboliques, collées aux bords
Tels des pions qui semblent hésiter -longtemps- avant de se suicider.
Devant lui, s'étend une grande surface de carrelages- rouges pâles
(Et une cheminée aveugle)
A sa droite, un "roof" luxueux, en verre
Qui lui rappelle les anciennes gloires
Personne ne se rappelle, comment ce fauteuil est monté jusque là
Les escaliers du bâtiment sont -toujours- aussi étroits
Et l'ascenseur en bois, ne peut porter plus que deux personnes maigres
Mais il est sans doute, comme tous les trônes de cette ville
(Parachutés soit par les anges, les avions, ou le derrière des pigeons)
Et, qui n'arrivent jamais à redescendre
Lamis Saidi
Excerpt from "As a ravaged city" (in Catalan)
No tinc prou dolor per a escriure poesia sublim,
no tinc prou dolor per a morir de manera sublim,
no tinc prou dolor per a maleir al mon amb nous insults,
no tinc prou dolor per a cridar-li a la cara,
no tinc prou dolor per a estar tota sola... Per aco jo soc com qualsevol esser huma normal que pateix.
I de la mateixa manera que un mosquit no em deixa dormir en una breu nit d’estiu,
aquest lleu dolor no em deixa viure.
Lamis Saidi
Excerpt from "Room 102"
“I think he left”. With a shy and empathic smile and with a voice closer to a whisper, the nurse reported his death. Then she added: “But I should call the doctor to confirm that “ as if she was trying to give us a final dose of hope. Every time I used to climb the stairs leading to the first floor and walk through the corridor leading to room 102, I would echo my favorite prayers: "Kah.Ha.Ya. Ayn.Sad. [This is ] a mention of the mercy of your Lord to His servant Zakariah, When he appealed his Lord for a hidden invocation ...”. I was scared to meet death face to face while I knew that death was hanging around in the same corridor. Sometimes I was seized by a light and a cold shiver while she (death) was passing by. For years, many years, i was obsessed with the death of my father, and his grievous loss. Maybe since the terrorism period in Algeria. My mother declares: “I was scared he gets murdered so grows anger and finds hate a way to your hearts” When he turned seventy, and began to be hit by various diseases, I began to watch his breath out every time I find him asleep and not to get reassured unless I see his chest moving up and down. In the corridor leading to room 102, We reached the nurse who has just left his room, we asked her about his case and she replied “he's relieved and he 's sleeping quietly”. When I opened the door and looked at his chest, I knew he was not breathing. My mother gapped his hand, it was warm and smooth and does not resemble death in anything, but his face was like one has got rid of a last gasp. We afterwards forewarned the nurse. Usually, after he has dinner and takes a dose of painkillers, we used to leave him to sleep and return to the hospital the next morning. This time we decided to return and visit him at 11pm. We were like one who conforms a hidden invocation. In the oncology department, there are no specified visiting hours. How ridiculous it is to establish visiting hours when there is a familiar visitor who enters the place at any time and without any permission. The nurse has said: “he was waiting for you to leave”. He was waiting for the women of his life to leave, My mother, my twin sister and I. However, he left in an intimate instant with death, not seen by anyone. He prevented us from being face to face with death. He left in The minute separating the moment the nurse has stepped out of the room and the moment we stepped in. He passed away quietly and with love.
Lamis Saidi
Excerpt from "to the Movies ..."
An amateur
Never acted in a movie before
Never stepped on a set before
Never watched a movie before
Doesn’t like the camera Nor does it like him
Barely remembers his own name during the shoot
Un unwilling to follow the director’s instructions
In search of the part
For which he got stuck in this film
Excerpt from "As usual, I forgot my suitcase"
At the end of the passage
Accidentally I find myself part of other wayfarers’ snapshots…
I feel a cold shiver
And a salty drop turning me to fog
Each time they enter their caves
And light a candle
To search in mirrors for their imprisoned souls
While in the details of a distant life
I roam
Inspired by the echo of an ancient call
The roads know me well
But they are unable to wave like old friends
Or smile like strangers when they meet you a second time
Without a face
I walk
No one turns around
They too, like me, have lost their faces
But all the roads lead to the end
For it was no coincidence
That we were all there.
Lamis Saidi
Lamis Saidi

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